I used to have a handle on life, but it broke.

Well.


So begins the lame-ness of the next half of a year. Super.


***DISCLAIMER*** The emotions and moods of Alyssa Colquhoun can swing back and forth like a pendulum at any given moment in the upcoming months. You are advised not to mess...


Therefore, please refer back to the blog entitled "Where there's a will...I want to be in it." regarding the stages of deployment. First stage ending. Second stage beginning. Take note. 


Please. Take note. 


For your own benefit...And mine as well. SHANKS in advance.


........................uh.


I've decided on a few goals for myself during these next 6 months. 
1. Work as much as possible.
2. Therefore, save as much money as possible.
3. Make the deans list next semester.
4. Be hot for homecoming.
5. Not go completely mental.


...Sound like pretty good goals to me.


First one depends on how much my employer decides to put me on the schedule which in turn affects the  2nd goal. 


The 3rd I hope is doable, we'll see how my classes are. 18 credits='s death. 


4th one is an absolute must. No exceptions. Must.


5th goal...HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA.


HA.


Haaaaaaaaaaa....


Let's be honest. 


Moving on.....


OH! I am also going to try to write in this thing a LOT more. I'd love to write everyday but I run out of things to say a lot...Shocking. I know. I'm not sure what happened either. School comes first so a lot of the time I just don't have the time to write on here. But I'm going to try harder! That's a "doable" goal. 


Unlike #5...HAHA........


This blog sucks. Today sucks. Boooooo...


I wish I could lay in bed all day. And not move. And just lay here. And lay. And lay. And lay.


And lay.......


But no. I have to walk allllll the way across campus. Pretty much. Just to hand in a portfolio. And walk allllllllll the way back. OH....and its monsooning outside. This day could not get ANY better.


Alright, enough ranting on my part. Lo siento por this sucky blog. I'll try harder tomorrow. Pwomise. 


Countdown to <3 and :) begins now. 


It's about freaking time they leave. 


I love you Aaron, for eternity! Can't wait for you to come back. Stay safe and happy out there and remember who is back home supporting you every step of the way :) ME! 




"........................uhhh" - Me, regarding this entire process.